Gemok!!

Gosh!! Now im officially gaining weight. damn!! Ada officially ndah eh, hahaha!! But ya, true, berat badan ku makin nait. Stress ku!! Ok, im not gonna eat dinner anymore. Im gonna do push up everyday, like i use to do last time. Sik tauk pahal kah aku pande makin malas exercise, pasya malam ku pande mkn ndah. Ahhh!! bencikk!!! Sikpa, klak aku start bersenam gik, pasya mlm sik mkn.. Harap2 pat turun seperti sediakala gik berat ku. Mun turun lebih banyak dari sediakala, pun best juak!! hahaha!! So, mari bersenam!! kurang kan mkn...

Eeee... kereta sakit

Homaigawd!!! Dalam bulan tok, nang banyak dah ku spend utk keta. Mun ku total up, dah mok rm800 ku spend. Before gawai ya, aku ada anta bengkel keta ku, dah ya last week bayar insuran+road tax.. latest kes ialah marek. Aku antagik bengkel, radiator bocor.. rm100.. hadoihhh, udah la bok pas gawai. Tok bok tgh bln, aku dah pokai.. Cmne laaaaa??? Sangap aku mok tunggu ujung bulan eh.. Tensen na juak... Hope for a better financial condition for months to come..

Dear GOD...

Oh mannnn!!! I just realize today is 17 April. It's Palm Sunday today, and i forgot going to church. Even i have the Christians calender on the side bar, which i purposely did it to remind myself on important dates, but unfortunately haven't visit my blog since last Friday. Oh GOD, im sooo sorry... please forgive me, please... I feel bad about this.. haishhhh... How come im soooo stupid not to remember this date. Slap myself!!

im sick...

Oooohh... Mlm td ku demam panas gik. And now still feel sick but i haf to work because i haf work to do. Termasuk tok, dah 3 kali aku demam bulan tok. 1st ya time second day of CNY, 2nd ialah on last Sunday. Tp kedua2 ya dah recover dengan panadol, and do some workout k ngluar peluh. But this time ada rasa mcm lebih ckit. Sebab demam panas tok skali ngn muscle pain, and headache. Mun mkn panadol, ok nya, tp mun dah abis effect panadol ya, aku rasa demam gik. Tmbh tok aku sik larat mok polah senaman sebab tulang2 ku rasa sakit juak. Haishhh.. Aku rasa tok perlu mok pegi klinik la sebab demam tok nang dah di tahan2 dari CNY ya. Maybe antibodi ku dah sikpat mok nahan gik o. Maybe i needs antibiotics.. Hurmm, tp lemah na sa nyawa mok gi klinik. Kompom rami manusia.. haiyahss... Eeee, rasa mok balit umah guring jak tok eh. Adoi, im so sick... :(

I don't like this..

Ola peepsss... I got news from HR yesterday, and it really makes me MAD!!! i feel so PISSED OFF!! Im not gonna say what it's about coz it's not confirm yet. Everything is soooo in "question mark" situation, which i hate it so much. I did mention that i've got the job in OBYU, but now something happened, and everything is in a mess now. I got so headache with all these stuffs. It isn't my fault, i just got caught in a middle. Situation become more complicated rite now. And i don't know what im supposed to do. Who to be blame? I don't know. I hate this!! I HATE!! It kinda ruin my mood whenever it think about it. This is so stressful!! Ishhh.. I don't know what will happen to me in April. We'll just wait and see. When things settle, i'll share the whole story with u guys later. But that would takes monthssss.. *sighhhh*.. Rite now i feel wanna eat ice cream. Eat loaddddddsss of ice cream!!! I know it's cold rite now, but ice cream cheer me up!! I don't care if it makes me fat.. i DON'T FUCKING CARE!!

Sad.. Unhappy..

I somehow don't feel happy tonite. Deep insied, i feel sad. Don't ask why. I myself don't have the answer to that question...

Period Pain..

Period pain in killing me. And it makes me work half day today. And i might not going to work tomorrow because i don't think i can make it. My period cycle is sooo unusual. Not like anybody else. It can skip the schedule for 4 to 5 months, but once it shoot me, it'll be a disaster. I feel like dying. I think maybe because of the accumulate blood came out altogether in one time that makes me feel sick. I'll feel terribly dizzy. Oh, i so hate this moment. :(

FEELING

I AM BORED.I AM TIRED.I AM SICK OF EVERYTHING .I FEEL SO DE MOTIVATED.I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM DOING. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT. I FEEL HOPELESS. I FEEL ALONE. I FEEL SUCH A LOSER.

Stranded..

OMG!!! hari tok bok setel hal2 insuran keta ku. Most probably, next week bok start polah. Aieeeee...mun cmya, lamak gik bok keta ku siap oo. Tensen na juak eh sikda keta. Mun nang dah biasa sik drive kdk dolok2, sikpa..sik ku kisah. Tapi tok dah terbiasa drive, pasya dah biasa pegi ctok sia pake keta, alu rasa terkongkong idup. Ishhh....cuba lah cdak kompeni ya mok beri ku keta suruh pake oo.. ya juak kedekut cdak ya lok. Mun ku pker2 balit, pande geram juak ati ku. Dah aku pegi keja, tumpang kolig ku, tp pasya mun balit keja, aku mok singgah2, sik nyaman juak nak nyusah nya. Direct jak balit umah, walaupun aku ada niat mok berbeli barang... eeee....tolonggggg!!!!! Feng Yinggggg....cepat gik bikik keta kuuuuu!!! helpppp!!!