It' s Over

Final exam sudah pun habis. Dan sekarang aku tengah cuti2 Malaysia selama sebulan sehingga Christmas. Walaupun final dah habis,tapi aku langsung tidak berpuas hati dengan semua test yg telah aku duduki. Rasa kedak sik berbaloi jak dgn apa yg telah aku buat. Sanggup sik tidur sampe pagi,mun ada pun 2 jam jak tidur. Pasya terus turun test. Aahh,bull shit!!!! Dapat2 jak question paper,the question are like hell..damn!!!Of all 5 paper that i've took this semester,only 2 that i have confident in. Paper Management&Accounting. Sik la aku pdh yg aku akan dpt 'A' for that both paper. Tapi kira boleh lepas la,dapat 'C' pun jadi lah. Not like Business Communication,dahla carrymark sejemput jak..how can i survive with that??? Mdm Mahani,plis help meee!!!!!!!If not,percentage for me to repeat that paper are high. Same goes to Economics,never thought that the objective question are TOO hard. Sik tauk standard apa ndak kah ya..Soalan structure pun sama juak. Feel like crying jak pas pat question ya..And memang crying pun pas abis test ya..cibaiiiii!!!!!!!Since secondary school until diploma,i've never been too serious during final like this..Never feel really too sad and too frustrated with my own performance after finish test. Titas lain pula cerita nya. Sepatutnya Titas tok dapat la nolong pointer kita,coz kira paper tok generik jak and nya pun sik lah heavy gilak. Tapi MALANG sekali kmkorg dapat lecturur yg ntah apa2 lah. Sik tauk ku camne nak padah lecturer ya.Just imagine,test sepatutnya berlangsung 1hr 30mins,nya boleh cut to 1hr only..Camtok cerita nya..We are only given 10mins to read all the question,then baru we can start answering. To answer those 40quest,we are only given 40mins...HAdoohh,juz imagine that.10 mins untuk baca soalan gik aku sik sempat.PAsya mok answer 40 quest lam 40min??Terpaksa la aku baca secepat kilat,sikda masa nak polah final checking.Dahla dari soalan 29-40 aku dah salah tanda lam answer sheet..Sepatutnya soalan 30 di engkah ku jwpn 29..sampe lah 40 aku salah polah...So how?? Sik tauk la apa nasib ku ngan paper TItas tok. Tang ada jak aku repeat paper ya sik ku tauk.Tapi nang sik mustahil lahh...adohhhhh mak datuk nenek....tolong lah akuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!! Titas,Biscomm & Eco adalah antara paper2 yg di lembah maut. I REALLY..REALLY feel frustrated&tension&depressed with those 3 paper. Lelah2 jak burning nite oil,tapi hasil nya...sungguh lah menyakit kan hati..Whatever it is,i must be ready for apa2 jak result. For sure i'm expecting the worse rite now,but who know..ada lecturer yang bertimbang rasa and boleh tolong up kan markah....Hopefully lah..If not,sure die lah me..Tapi tidak boleh terlalu berharap lah. Juz be ready la..mentally ready..Whatever my result look like,that's already the result. From what i know,i've done my very best..Langsung tidak pernah aku mengabaikan pelajaran walaupun aku sememangnya nakal ketika berada di Unimas,ekekee..But if compared to the time aku berada kat Uitm,im far more serious in Unimas..Kenakalan itu hanyalah kerja sampingan,untuk hiburan semata-mata..Tapi masih sik tauk lah gney upa result aku ya..JUst wait and see..Rite now i must enjoy my 1 month holiday and wait for Christmas to come...Santa Claus is coming to townn......Ini saja lah coretan saya pada hari ini..Terima kaseh!!