31 July 2005

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AARGHH...WHY DO I FEEL SO DEPRESSED SINCE PAST FEW WEEKS. I MYSELF DON'T REALLY KNOW WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY. THERE'S SOMETHING BOTHERING MY FEELING,BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT?? AKU PUN SIK SURE JUAK!!! NAK PADAH AKU TENSEN NGAN STUDY,THAT IS ABSOLUTELY NOT THE REASON. KEHIDUPAN KAT UNIMAS??JUST FINE...PROBLEM NGAN FAMILY??SIKDA..PROBLEM NGAN MEMBER2??LAGIK LAH SIKDA. FINANCIAL PROBLEM??STABLE BUAT MASA TOK. PROBLEM NGAN GEREK??AAHH,STUPID....AKU BUKAN ADA GEREK PUNNN.....ARGHHH..NOTHING!!NOTHING!! IT'S JUST THAT AKU MUDAH BERASA BOSAN LATELY. MY LIFE IS NOT THAT CHEERFUL AS USUAL....I USED TO LAUGH,AND LAUGH A LOT BEFORE,BUT NOT ANYMORE....PHYSICALLY,I DO ACTED NORMAL,BUT DEEP INSIDE MY HEART...I DON'T FEEL HAPPY AS USUAL. FIKIRAN PUN MUDAH MELAYANG,SALU JAK DREAMING. BUT I DON'T WHAT I'M THINKING OF....OTAK KU BLANK SEBENARNYA..THERE'S NOTHING INTERESTING TO ME RITE NOW.....EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE DULL..DULL..DULL!!!.. * SIGH* MUNGKIN INILAH YG DIKATAKAN BERLAKU KETIDAKSEIMBANGAN HORMON DALAM SISTEM BADAN MANUSIA..ADEH..ADEHHHHH....

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